I've been doing alot of thinking these days.
I feel so stress now.
I've been trying so hard to make you understand in a nice way.
Try my very best not to be too harsh.
Try to minimize the pain that I've cause.
But you just dun understand.
I said so much so that I feel like killing myself!
I said things that really is to the extend that I tot it's very clear.
I said I dun wan be tgt anymore.
I'm tired.
I have no strength to move on anymore.
I cant bring myself to love you anymore.
In the end?
You still dun get me.
I very much dun wanna hurt you but neither do I want to get hurt.
Say I stubborn or wat so ever, I dun care.
I'm just tired alr.
Very very tired.
Wat excatly more can I say?
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Like wat someone told me.
Follow your heart not your mind.
Because your heart is sincere mind is rational.
So true can.
Thinking back I wish I can be back like that girl during school time.
Not stress no pressure.
Carefree and enjoy everyday.
Now?
Family, r/s, work.
Everything has a contribution to the stress.
Haix.
I need a getaway.
P.s: Stop asking if I'm alright because even when I'm not I'll say I'm because I jus dun wanna talk abt it. Thanks.
