For a few weeks I couldn't cry for as much as I was hurt.
I couldn't cry even when I saw his arms ard another girl.
I couldn't cry even when I saw him holding another girl's hand.
For this weeks to past, it wasn't easy.
I know I got god damn drunk last thur.
I cried n do watever I wan.
For now.....
I cried again.
This time without any liquior I cried again.
Had a chat with one of my fren n he brought up smth that made me turn emo.
Tears flows out like water.
I couldn't stop.
I'm hurt.
Very very hurt.
Now that he's attached with another girl.
I finally understand everything.
It was my fault for everything that happen.
It was for my stupidness to fall for him.
I've been too strong for too long.
This time rd I need to rest.
I need a extreme long break.
I can't take this any more.
Too tired.
