Reason why I choose to lock this blog.
I'm too tired for everything.
I'm so tired of guessing anymore thing.
Whatever is gonna be in here are only for me and those who have the pass to know!
No one else!!
So keep everything to urself.Was it me or was it you?
I dun understand.
Haix.
Was it that I'm too
sensitive or was that
for real.
Let's jus hope that I'm too
sensitive.
For this r/s all I could say is....Now we are trying very hard to 2 ppl with diff character together.There are so many things that I dun like.It's been so hard loving you but I can't stop.I can't just let go.I feel so
unimportant in your life.
Everything comes before me.
Even when you are unhappy, I tried to
console you.
But it was of no use.Aren't console from your loves one suppose to be the things you need most when you are down?
But why doesn't it work here?
I hate it when I know u are down yet I can't do a thing to make u feel better.
All I can do is to leave you alone.
Why izzit that when you are alone at home and has nth to do yet you rejected my offer of going down to accompany you?
I know you wan me to study.
I know you are one who can't meet everyday.
How abt me?
I've heard ppl saying that I tied you down too much.
Seriously I dun think so.
But like some one mention it's jus diff views.
Why can u pretend like as if nth happen when I'm angry?Why can't u jus console me?Why was it that even when I told you I was feeling down.......
Expecting some
consoling words from you but nth was heard?
I can't take this anymore.You told me you will compromise but you did nothing!!
Was it that you nv read my blog or u jus prentended that you
really didn't know a single thing?
How long is this gonna take?
I'm so sick of my life.
I sit here typing away with my tears rolling down my cheeks.
Wishing that you will be here.Wishing that I can have a lil more care n concern from you.I feel so alone.Why do I always have to take the efforts to make the first move?
I can't understand.
I dun need you to tell me to study.
What I need is care n concern.
I feel so insecure abt this r/s.
I'm so scare.
Can you comfort me?
By telling me you love me is
not enough.
Mellie...I dun can't feel wat you are going through but I understand that it hurts and it's painful. But pls let things go. Like I tag you, what is done is done. Dun hurt yourself too much. Dun think abt it too much either. We all love you. Anything you can always look for us. We aren't that far apart are we? *huggies to you*