haix. so MANY things have been going on n on recently. i really dunno how to react.
I totally agree on wat mel say on her blog. she mention smth like everything looks so perfect on the outer look but who know if inside is full of scars n tears. To everyone I look happy. seems to not have any trouble. But who really knows? Or should I mention who really cares? So sick n tired. sometimes I really wish i dun exist in this world. Wished that i could avoid all the things, the stress n the pain I'm going through. No one will ever bother. Sometimes i really wish that i was there for some ppl but it jus so happen that i can't not i dun want.
SORRY!! To everyone. For watever I've done. Too sick, too tired, too many names to be mention if i were to list out everyone. All i can say is sorry.
Sometimes i really wonder if i know wat i'm doing n if i made the right choice? I dunno i really dunno.
And to some ppl out there i really dunno wat u wan from me. You can be so damn nice at times yet u choose to ignore my messages almost all the time. I dunno wat u wan from me. Can u pls tell me? I thought we promise to be the best frenx? but why everything dun seems to be the case. i'm sad. real sad. =(
Why am i so busy? Why izzit when i'm already so busy yet i still have time to thing abt things that i shouldn't? Why? Haix. Life sux for goodness.
Recently i dun eat that much. Usually i finish a plate of chicken chop in sch n still feels hungry. Now? Haix. I can't even finish 1! -.-" really speechless.
hmmm.. He's coming back soon. 5 more days. Still waiting, feeling so empty without him!! really wish he can be with me right now. i've waiting for 16 days already, lets hope this 6 days will be faster bah. love him! miss him so much!!
Will not be blooging for the upcominf few days as i will be out for Mel's Fashion show on Friday and work on Saturday & Sunday. Tiring!!
