Fri(25.11.05): Went to celebrate Ruobin bdae at O Bar. Finally we are all 18th!! lolx. had quite some fun there. Went home at 1+ 2 with Marcus while the rest headed to boat quey for ktv at party world.
(When i have the photo i will update.)
Sat(26.11.05): Meet up with Marcus, meet Emily, Fra & Jimmy for dinner at Unite Square. hee. Nice food. It's the international buffet which cost ard $42 each. hee.
after that headed to parkway. Wanted to play pool initially but got no time so i took a cab down to airport to send my dear frenx Kidd off, as he was heading to Taiwan for 1 year of training. Dear fren pls take care will miss ya. hee. =)
Sun(27.11.05): Went to help Emily move hse abit. She moved frem Simei to Punggol. Junting & Xiong also joined us for dinner. hee. Emily packed her hse till late night then we headed for supper. Had ice-cream prata. hee. =P
Today(28.11.05):Late for sch again. my teacher warn me say if i late or absent w/o reason again i might not be able to take this sem de exam. OMG!! Lolx. Haix. How to survive liddat? Gonna die real soon man! sux lar. hmmm. anyway today me n sabby hosted 2 sec sch girls and they will be with us till end of this week. Hee. Now in Inet Lab waiting for Quiz. But i have yet to study for it. haha. But i'm jus too tired.
Haix. Recently had some conflict with him. Yes, it is gd to be honest but something even after u say it out there nth i can do. All i felt was that u very "bu shuang" and there is nth i can do to help. At lots of times i feel like flaring up already. I cannot take it. Back off! I need some space.
Jus like what i told u. It is very hard for me to put in a 100% for now. I know you gone through once n u are scare.
But pls.
Stop giving me pressure.
I cannot take it.
You simply jus dun understand.
Haix.
I've gone through alot too. and that is wat makes me learn n that for now i learn that i should protect myself more & not jus fall in a hole without realising. It's not that i dun wan but i jus can't.
No Reason.
No Why.
I dunno.
And when i say i dun wanna talk abt it or talk abt it another day, I MEAN IT!! I dun understand why do u have to repeat it again. You said u were ok after u finish watever u wanna tell me but u dun look ok, neither did u sound ok.
I'm jus so tired.
