haix.. life is jus in a mess.. words jus can't describle my feeling..
1st of all.. i need to apologise to Halley.. lolx.. =X ok.. it was your fault for biting me but i shouldn't be that angry.. lolx.. ok i admit i'm in bad mood this few days so bear with me ok? lolx..
hmmm.. watch 4Brothers jus now.. quite nice.. but the ang mo abit chim.. almost cried but never lar.. lolx.. /me learning to control this thing call tears..
haix.. darlingsSss.. i miss u all.. i dunno why but out of a sudden i jus feel like breaking down.. i feel like crying.. it's time to take a break... i been holding up my mask too long.. too long that its now broken.. i can't take this anymore... i look strong n cheerful.. but that not me.. or should i say it's NO LONGER me.. the cheerful me has disapper long long ago n has yet to be found..
today mel called me.. was like so dying to meet her when i heard that she wanna meet me.. i miss her so damn much.. i miss the times that we use to have.. the time when i used to tell her so many lil things n we laugh together, we share the joy, not forgetting the pain we share.. when i cried in her arms n when she cried in mine.. i miss u ger~ meet up soon ok? *hugs*
deep in me i have a weird feeling.. i dunno where it come from n i dunno how to explain it.. it simple confusing.. today i went to work at NUS which is at Clementi.. while on my way back.. alot of memories came into me.. be it happy or sad.. i some how miss that kind of feeling which i used to have in the past.. coz it can no longer be found now.. or maybe yet to be found.. things are jus weird..
that me on the train when going for work..
and this is wat i've taken on my way back coz i was jus too bored.. lolx..
hmmm... many ppl might find my hair cut not nice or watever it is.. but wat is done is done.. thx to jane n mel.. u gers are the only one who likes it.. xie xie ni men.. ni men shi jiu ban de~~ *hugs*
jus now fu wang came n talk to me.. all i have to say is only sorry.. u never done anything wrong.. i jus felt that you dun suit me.. that all nth else.. and i really hope u can get over this n continue your life without me ok?
oh yah.. and paul.. thx for helping me make the new blog skin.. if i tell u i dun feel like changing will u kill me? lolx.. pls dun.. hahaha =X
haix.. all i can say is life simply sux sux sux!!
today i saw this damn cute key chain at Craft at Tampines mall.. lolx.. but it coz like $9.90.. wat the.. a key chain nia lei.. lolx.. but i like.. sianz.. should i buy?? hmm.. coz today morning i jus saw my key chain spoil.. sianz 1/2.. or maybe some one can get it for my bdae.. =X lolx.. shhh..
counting down it's only another 29 days? lolx.. i jus can't wait to be 18 so i dun need to lend my sis ic.. lolx.. =X let's hope this year will be more special than all the boring year that i used to have bah.. =)
