Was feeling very ok very good in the recent week without any trouble nor problems.. but suddenly i'm not ok.. now i'm not ok.. wth wrong with me.. jus read a friend blog.. but it has totally nothing to do with me.. but jus at this moment suddenly i felt low.. suddenly there a heart break in me.. wat went wrong? i really dun understand myself anymore.. maybe this is wat we call mood swing bah.. haix.. PEACE is all i ever wanted!! but my heart, my soul N my mind never allows me to have that..
hmmm.. suddenly i was hoping for mel to be here.. wishing for her to talk to me.. asking if i were alright.. girl i miss you.. i miss the time we used to have in the past.. there so many things in me.. but i jus dunno how to open it up and tell anyone.. haix.. ytd i was there to an wei a frenx.. but now.. i wish for some one who is dear to me to speak to me.. but who? there dun seems to be anyone that i wan to talk to.. haix..
it's ok.. cherie you will be fine.. by tmr i will be alright!! i will be strong.. and as everyone claims.. i'm cheerful.. so i'll be ok~ love all my friends~!! muacks!! haha =P
