happy early bdae to my beloved mel~ i went to celebrate her bdae with her, jane, ser, ting and ruo bin.. haha.. then we meet up earlier to get her present.. we buy thing that has to do with her name.. haha.. went to eat billy bombers.. then we took photo~~ and played some games to let mel guess her li wu.. haha.. :P actually we some how enjoy it lar.. althought it nothing special but it's the heart that counts right? lolx.. :pPp jus how that she will stay happy.. hee..
anyway after we actually parted to go home.. i was thinking.. haiz.. dunno y when i'm alone i always think of rubbish de.. haha.. i was wondering........ since i dun love him any more but then why when i think of the past it will feel hurt.. it hurts too much n bring me too much bad memory that i dun dare to fall in love.. althought i would like to experience true love.. but b4 that i will need to find the courage to love one-self and others b4 i can actually experience true love.. haix.. life sux.. everything seems so hard.. my studies is like getting harder.. sianz!! can't really catch up with it man!! then everything like so messy... althought all of us went out together again.. but the feeling is diff.. it's like we are not of that close lei.. weird.. haix.. dunno lar.. no more comments..
