Sunday, March 20, 2005 2:54 PM
hmm.. feeling so tired..but jus couldn't get back to slp.. slept in the morning at 7+ and i woke up at 12+.. went to zouk last night with Kim & audrey.. like usual that siao char bor drank till drunk again.. N this time wat makes thing worst is she there doing smth she shouldn't be.. when i saw that my reaction was like wtf.. -.-" can't stand her.. i jus hope she doesn't do this anymore.. ppl are all scare to go clubbin with her man.. /me faints.. anyway got to meet up with adam & his frenz there.. lolx.. hmm.. a grp of crappy yet funny guys.. hee.. went for supper with them after that.. hee.. hmm.. this adam look so stress up by his ex -.-" guys are weird animals on earth..(hope all guy doesn't come killing me) lolx.. erm.. shall stop talking on wat happen ytd.. lolx..
hmm.. why does every thing i do still makes me think of him? i jus couldn't stop.. seeing his nick tells me he is having alot of problems.. which i feel like telling him i wanna share with him his trouble.. but will he understand? i bet u a 100% no.. how can i make him understand that for now i jus wanna be frenz so that he is not so stress or feel the pressure when he see me? why did thing turn out this way? does the problems lie within me? or him?
i've come to realise that all my frenz ard me are very concern abt me & i really thx all for wat u guys did.. all the small lil thing u do makes a diff in my life.. so now i jus hope to stay by all my frenz & be happy as i enjoy my time wif them~ hee (*^_^*)
-Xiao Ben Dan-
